wat i wanted!

hey blog... miz me?ahaha... well i don miz ya....hahaha... so mean ho,,, like she use to said...hehe... talking about her... hmmm... im kinda unsure rite now... like does she really wan 2 b wit me? like would she b faithful wit me??  is not that i don trust her but i juz can't ignore this feelin that has been haunting 4 a while... i really2 had fallin in love wit her... yeah... she's the only gurl that i ever been in a relationship whom had make me like so2 love drunk.. none of my ex's had ever make me fallin in love this much... now im scared of losing her... i don wanna lose her... thingking of it really cuts off my heart... well, we hav 2 b scared rite so that we wont let it go... i don care wat people said of her or wat she said of herself but to me she is everything that i ever wanted 2 hav... the bez thing that i ever had... n thats HER... TEETY...! i accept her for everything she is... she perfect to me although she deny it... but to me , she is... watever wat people said... i don cre.. its their love life, its mine... so i'll do watever i wan wit it... biar pun org bangkang aku ngan nya ka... xduli kwan ka, family ka, sapa2 ka.. ku xduli.. ku tetap juak akn mk ngan nya... but so far no la... praise the LORD... my sis like her..hehe... my family greenlight oo... hehe... but we still young la.. no need to think about that fez..;)
i juz don wanna her to think that im too gud for her... bcoz actually, she's the 1 who is too good 4 me.... so i hope she wouldnt think that way... n i hope she "LOCK" me up wit her... bcoz, i cant bear to find another lover bcoz i wont b like now... so i hope she keeps me... LORD, hear my prayer.... this all i wanna say... thanx... n .... AMEN!!...